Mak

Mak, mom, mama, mother, ibu , umi. So many the terms that we used to call the most wonderful person in our life. My mom, Zainap Talib, shes one of the wonderful, beautiful, talented, awesome women i ever have. She just 52 years old with no medical illness at all.

Last week, mom complaint of fever, myalgia, and sorethroat. I tought it is just mild flu or just sorethroat. Then she went to General practitioner and given T.Pcm. I know my mom so well, she didt want to eat, drink or anything if she fall sick. So the symptoms worsen, she went another GP , different doctor and given t.cephalaxin, . How stupid am i, i didt check it. I tought she will be fine to take the 3rd gen of cephalosporin, then she having some multiple rashes.

We tought it is dengue so, mom was admitted at C3  on Thursday. Mom quit lethargy and pethecia rashes seem much as they started mom with iv tazocin. The HO didt want to tKe note my mom got penicilline base allegy, so they never mention. I believe in them for my own mom life. How stupid am i. Then, the pethecia become more and more. I just cried and cried for this whole damn week. What going on to my mom, the claimed to rule out autoimmune disease, and also hematological disease most likely the malignancy. But not single damn shit about allergy. I also discuss with the MO there and said its due to allergic reaction and i thought it is due to cephalosporin and tazosin.

Day 3 of admission, she become tachypnoiec. Mom was transfer to acute bed and i take my 1st EL. The want to transfer her to icu and intubate her. I found the ABG was quit ok. So i request not for intubation. Then mom was transffered to icu. Just 20 min at the icu, the MO call me and my dad, they want to intubate. Im so stupid to let my mom being intubate that time, cause when she being trasferred there we hold our hand, i cried and she just hold me and said "redha adik, it gonna be ok. Mak x nak intubate " and then i saw my mom being sedated without we saw her before the sedation.

Day 4 of admission, i said to my anest MO again my actually mybe ada allergic reaction, they still keep on going gave the antibiotic that from cephalosporin group. Then, i called everyone i know cause  that evening im just glad the counsultant anest got a brain to think it is allergic reaction. DRESS SYNDROME. I just keep crying. I call my pakar at serdang. Dr Kartini. She so nice.i glad im from upm. So she told me certain things and still when i traced mom result , the serology dengue that my own request was positive, so turn out mom maybe have allegy and dengue at same time.

Day 5, the counsultant skin baru lah tengok. Tadaaaa diagnosis STEVEN JOHNSON SYNDROME. I once again cried at sme time glad and thankful. She being manage accordingly. Insya Allah mom will be okay with Allah help. My friends , HO, not HO totally gve moral support to me. And i take leave for 3 weeks. Rasa cm berbaloi lah. . Please pray for my mom and your mom